Monday, December 31, 2012

2013 and I feel fine

Walk to that sidewalk on the shrubs
and remember the tear and the lying sludge
Went to far west and now all said in hand
A sad face and all in a crying plan
Taste the tear drops and see the sunshine
as I sit, eat steak and drink some wine
see the trees, the leaves and forest
the light's in the sky nightly test
and remember the day, that clued bright feats
an uncanny sound only tied to the street
I tried to find snow flakes in the mad rush
A landfall wanting to sit there in the lust
 The mudfalls on the castle standards
And I watched you laugh
when all I could muster was a sigh
But the music was good
the piano in tune with
the laser show with
the issues of the day
2012 and the fiscal cliff
but lying in bed it din't matter
the clouds and the carpet din't look like worms
and those snow flkes looked more like ash in second glance
but it's ok because we're inside
and safe...and warm
when I woke up this morning
my first thought a glass of warm whiskey
followed by spoiled milk and a fat joint
I want live life
and know what it is to be unknown
WELCOME HOME SON
HELP THOSE IN NEED
WHEN YOU HAVE WON
DOWN GO THE LEAVES
IT WEIGHTS A TON
WATCH YOUR ARMS BLEED
MOUTH ON THE GUN
BLIND OPTION READ
K-9 cop car in the mix
7.4% alcohol by volume
that handwriting looks like a serial killer's
That big city's scary now, huh?
the streets bend and wind like blood veins
and they smear in your mirror when you feel pain
I wish I had a painkiller
but all I have are my kisses
laundry is a celebration
when you've got nothing else to do
throw those boxers at the mirror
and dance your pants off
throw the shit and watch it stick
A clear bottle is the best winner
the tables are best left standing
on the ceiling with the sinner
crime isn't a good business to go into
but man are the dividends good
I don't care man my vibe is good
the best to be is in your own skin
free of sap and cleansed for sin.
You ever go home and your her aches
city living can't cover up those scars
not when a new day unfolds in the office
and yet Sonic 2 can't escape your Lord
but those days are gone
just enjoy life. here for today
you only live once
And then you wake up
when all you see is an airplane
with a message from your
girl saying she doesn't to see you
Mystic cave Zone doesn't sound
so mystic anymore
and those pink floyd songs
are all burned out
and you're left wondering
why you spent five years
listening to music from before you were born.
with man boobs and a potbelly
I can wax nostalgic about poetic tragedies
but in truth the year was as wondrous
as a cave covered in the trees at autumn
with a beautiful, gangly girl whispering sweet nothings in my ear
as strawberry with cream and chocolate fondue
where I can't understand what she's saying
but the feeling is still there
and I hold her hand in mine, smiling.
knowing her next serene kiss on my neck might be the last.
only in my dreams, now the foggy sunlight has approached
and the fog slowly turns to golden sunrays
and I wonder if I can take the day out to lunch
and char it with my witty banter
when all I wanted was a hug
and a kiss the taste of a soft drink
a smile with shiny off-white teeth
I don't care if you're a communist
a socialist or a conservative
the bridges are filled with all your types
Just bring a condom
and we can embrace in peace
tender thoughts and tender foes
the moist mouth numbs toes
I got progessively crazier in the youth
of time where the colors blazed
only normal and only tasteful
as king pig pointed his finger
and touched the sky with a fiery temper
I love you grass
let me eat you
be one with you
I want to be green
at that point where the blue meets nature
and the worms crawl on the soil
eat me, taste me, touch me.
let the opposites of yonder collapse on itself
and wonder when it strips
over a game of chess
or mercy; skype; an abandoned message
a rain soaked
taste touch feel sense
be in my oh one you
I pray in this forsaken age
that things will wonder in the right perception
son and God; God and me
tomorrow: salvation
salad over pizza
thank you for the chance at another sunrise
Thank you for giving me reason
and the chance I can understand your Love
absorb the Beauty
drain the Hate
but only if
equilibrium is reached
Glory to the toilet
where bowels are excavated
I worship thee
Glory to the highest
hold my hand Lord
and send me to the moon
let me see it's face,
in all thy gloury,
you make me Happy
and in golden rays
a thousand cheers
and all is right
a beach hell bound on a thousand hands
and the giggly laugh of a newborn child
beauty is in the eye of the beholder
but ugly is in the face of the retarded
wonder, warmth surround me
in this large city
where the suburbs suffocate me
only the tired cry
and the weak give up
Let it be known that the
sad silently sunder sleep
I know you
and that knowledge
makes me whole
makes me complete
one with the Earth
ashes to ashes
sky to sky
tears or sea
minerals to tears
pears to trees
dust to ash
Let me cry in my glory clothes
and sob the sad away
as the world ponders and absorbs me in the way mortality only speaks
OH GOD I TRY TO MAKE SENSE
hear me at the peer.
Is it even where I need thee?
pray tell
the acid spell
let it run away
and never come back
Lord of mine
mine of God
King of kings
and somber sleep
I love you in the wholest way
and call you Jesus Christ
at the icy church walls
in the attic
the tears are shed
as the raindrops in my forearm's hand
yellow is as one beauty color
and the beer tastes good
climb into the womb
and let the bass lull you to sleep
I am me
truer words never spoken
Let the rumble play darts
on my aching head
the warmth will only get better
next year when teh skin is salt
Lordy lordy let me love you
beauty is the nudity
the salt is shaken

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