Saturday, September 7, 2013

can't help it



It’s not you, it’s me.
The tears you cry, the convulsions you take
When you sigh that deep sob.
It’s not your fault.
You sit there and you wonder where it went wrong
Nothing went wrong, you have the child’s gaze
As he shares his view with the peppered sky of the evening bliss
And I sit here, wondering why.
I do what has to be done.
Fate is something you can’t control
I try to explain, and it never comes out the way I want
Because there is no way that makes sense.
Of the matter made and the seed that’s sought.
The dark surrounds us both.
And the pulsing throbs of the beat of a million drums
Marching into oblivion
Wondering why they came in the first place.
I cry for you, for them, for all of us to stop.
The forlorn cries of those less lucky forced to drop
Their extended lies of perplexity into mutilation.
Here’s the taste of the sallow pickled waste.
We all see the millions, but
The millions aren’t what we want to see.

Thursday, September 5, 2013

i have a blog



That feeling
I saw a bird once when I was walking to the city.
It was just sitting and pouting and poking its tummy out
I walked past him but he didn’t budge.
Tried to take a picture but I could never get the angle right.
Could
I like the sound of a thousand people getting together to help someone out
That inspires a feeling in my heart that is the zenith of smiles
I wish I could see the sun come up every day.
And watch it as it falls back in purples and plumes.
The light breath of the heart.  Content.
A hug, the shining policy.